HFH (Heart F**king Hurts) - Mia Martina




The Experience: Today I just feel like dyin'There are times when it seems like the only sign that you're still alive is the pain itself...



Music video: Part lyric video and part music video, HFH shows Mia Martina wandering through a bleak black and white house with her complaint - the lyrics - scrawled on the walls with black paint. The first phrases to appear - could do, go on go on - are positive. But it's a dream that's shattered by the first sad notes that come out of Mia Martina's mouth. And she can't run away from the hurt. The same bleak black and white is shared by every one of the cities that figure on her bedspread. All she can do is cry. And that pain turns into music - the two masked and tattooed cellists. The music isn't happy but is does give the hurt something that was lacking at the beginning of the song: dignity. Mia is hurting, but she's still a person, and that cry of pain - too tired to speak - is the only phrase written in red paint. She's hurting but she's still alive. She's still herself, and no amount of hurt, no amount of shattered dreams (the mirrors) or bad news (the ravens) can steal that from her.

The Meaning of HFH (Heart Fucking Hurts): When all you want is for the hurt to stop, and the only people who could understand you are the ones hurting you... there's nothing to be done. Mia Martina sings for all of the people who don't have an out. For a world in pain where it's too late for a fix. Maybe there is a solution. Maybe there's a way to heal every wound... But not everyone finds it.

Ask yourself: Are there wounds that never heal? That never stop hurting? How do you deal with them?

LYRICS:

I don't feel like smilin'
No there's nothing you could do for me
Today I just feel like dyin'
Funny now you seem to care if I bleed

It's too late for a fix
I'm a wreck over this
Done with sh-t that you say
Don't pretend like I'm overreacting again
Well excuse me for feeling this way

Yeah my heart f-cking hurts
Yeah my heart f-cking hurts

I'm not a superhuman
I could still break from all the pain
I'm not immune to losin'
All the games you make me play

Don't you think if I could that I would
Pull this knife from my back and move on
Tell my why would I want to just lay here and cry
All I want is your ghost to be gone

Yeah my heart f-cking hurts
Yeah my heart f-cking hurts

Go on, go on
Take away everything I own
What do you want
Why can't you leave me the hell alone
Too tired to speak
Why won't you just let me be
Let me be, let me be
Why won't you just let me be

(My heart is breaking now baby
Now I'm saying that I got to let you go)
Yeah my heart f-cking hurts
(My heart is breaking now baby
Now I'm saying that I got to let you go)
Yeah my heart f-cking hurts

My heart is breaking now baby
Now I'm saying that I got to let you go
My heart is breaking now baby
Now I'm saying that I got to let you go

(My heart is breaking now baby
Now I'm saying that I got to let you go)
Yeah my heart f-cking hurts
(My heart is breaking now baby
Now I'm saying that I got to let you go)
Yeah my heart f-cking hurts

I don't feel like smilin'
No there's nothing you could do for me

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